1. |
Hold Up!
00:48
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Hey!
Heeeey! Hey!
Hold up!
Too jazzy, too jazzy
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I won't realize
The one who seeds me
Plots my demise
I hope it ends soon
By the time my dick gets wet
I'll be doomed
Closing my eyes
Delays the impending fate
Of the need to procreate
Oh my
Sweet desire
Holds me tight
As I expire
As she walks down the hall
Heart sinks
In both fear and awe
Closing my eyes
Delays the impending fate
Of the need to
Become a man
Or so they say
But I pray that this need
Will wash away
And yet I dance
This primal ballet
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3. |
We're All Insane Anyway
03:30
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Rosie McClean is fucking insane
But not as weak as Starkey Fontaine
Bound to a fate of leather and chain
Far from the path of patriarchal claim
But we're all insane
Anyway
Love is the bane
Of the things we leave today
I don't know what's mine
Far from a beauty divine
Hopelessly fly by
Stark and darkly sublime
But I shake my head
And thoughts flutter free
Doesn't matter to me
Not that I can forsee
Taken down and shot again and again (EN)
By those empowered to apprehend (BP)
Impossible standards to rip and unbend (AT/RD)
Lick all your wounds before you transcend (CW/KF)
Stupid foolish man who hopes to ascend (BT)
But we're all insane
Anyway
Love is forever fucked
As all cucks are thrown away
I don't know what's mine
Far from a beauty divine
Hopelessly fly by
Stark and darkly defined
But I shake my head
And thoughts flutter free
Doesn't matter to me
Not that I can forsee
An unshakable gait
Tarsus between your legs
Spoils all our fate
Ready like a powdered keg
And we all live
A little off from the rest
Words like a shiv
Roll off of our chest
And tiny doubts prance from our minds
To some unknown place
[Starkey Fontaine]:
And I see nothing
Laid out in a familiar way
Helplessly clinging
To thoughts that only betray
But you don't say
A sparkly, wonderful end
So take me again
If you dare to lose a friend
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I know what Starkey writes
On his arm that red ribbons fly
But it stands that
His weakness rides
On the froth of
Uncertain tides
And I stand high above
Such sanguine lies
I don't know why we try
It all ends the same
An optimistic cry
Leaves us all in shame
That's not my style
Hopeless, we wander on
Our loins soiled by puerile taunts
Lonely, the life is gone
At least our fate is known
Yet hope lingers on
In the hearts of those who
Can't accept what's coming
I don't know why we try
It all ends the same
An optimistic cry
Leaves us all in shame
That's not my style
I don't know why we try
It all ends the same
An optimistic cry
Leaves us all in shame
That's not my style
I know your time
Is holding on by a thread
But we're in our prime
So let go of your dread
Float with me instead
Float with me instead
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5. |
Naturally Spoken For
06:14
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Hold this fair hand
Despair is far from my land
Your feeble mind
Keeps you in demand
You speak of lies
As if they can disguise
Your licentious prize
Has nothing to do with me
Holy shit
You don't have a fucking chance
Sex is a fucking dance
So hop on and
Fall into a trance
Words fall flat
Under your brittle
Dick powered brain
As I laugh in your face
Tell me one thing
Before we hit the floor
Once the deed is done
I won't need you anymore
Pathetic walking cock
You have no use to me
Far from goals and dreams
Cease existence before your screams
Naturally spoken for
I am the moon and you are gone
Naturally spoken for
A fucked liaison
Holy shit
You don't have a fucking chance
Sex is a fucking dance
So hop on and
Fall into a trance
Words fall flat
Under your brittle
Dick powered brain
As I laugh in your face
Skewed and slain
I don't know why I can't find the latch
Somewhere deep inside my mind torn and scratched
Somehow I don't know, I can't deny the lasting impact
Of my reckless masculinity, of this I fall back
From you, so take what you need
By extinguishing this tune
Tuck me into my dark land of desire
Felt up by the hands of fate down to the wire
It's gone
It's gone
Can't find remains of you and I
While Charon's raft and lantern pass me by
And youth is all I'm left
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6. |
Fucked
03:36
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Seen
I was seen without a love life
I was weaned
Weaned right off the thought of a wife
Love moves outta the way
For a carnal end, I say
Let's fuck
Found
Found a reason to give up my stake
As a man
Don't mean shit I'm finally awake
Love moves outta the way
For a carnal mayday, okay
Deemed
I was deemed unfit by natural cause
Helplessly preened
Like a bird on a plate right in front uh ya jaws
Love moves outta the way
For a carnal end of the day
I'm fucked
Hold on like
you can't see a fuckin' thing
Past holes in time
and your laughable disbelief
Help me down
Off your high horse's rotting back
And then we fuck
Like throbbing, diseased plaque
Life goes on
For me anyway
And as you fade away
I'm my own to stay and slay
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8. |
Yeah, But Who Cares?
02:53
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And I don't know why
Shivers still persist
I'm not a bad guy
I know I'm in for some shit
What I've seen is cause to eliminate
Any hope of love past a first date
Only you
Can see me through
A poisonous scent fills me
With the need to repent
Yeah, but who cares?
Fuck til you die, what a joke
I know it seems I ain't broke
I'm not gonna lie
I'd rather swallow than choke
Whiny bitch you fail to see
That your strife don't concern me
Man and man avoid cliche
And you become her prey
So what?
Spiraling down
To the depths of doubt
What use is love
If it just takes you out?
What I've seen is cause to eliminate
Any hope of love past a first date
Men who are born to love their own
Don't face down death like the rest
But I can't help but walk down a path
That leads to end this fucked up quest
It helps to ignore
The urge if you can
You can't fool me
Men like you will never be free
Whiny bitch you fail to see
That your strife don't concern me
Man and man avoid cliche
And you become her prey
So what?
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9. |
Sift Through
02:29
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I'm not
A little lonely
Only
Voices in my head know me now
Sweetest Naomi
Leads a life
Apart from mine
And I
Don't know my own name
Guess don't matter now
I know who's to blame
Too weak to utter how
And now in the mind,
Some trash left behind
By a previous incarnation
But my dick thirsts on
Only to be chopped and served and gone
Thought of a stepping stone
To give her what's always been owed
Sunken
Deleted, drunken
Brought in
From a fantasy wet and wild
Sweetest Naomi
Leads a life
Apart from mine
And I
Don't know my own name
Guess don't matter now
I know who's to blame
Too weak to utter how
Held between the teeth are words
That nobody like him repeat
For they all have dicks too small to keep
Held between my teeth are words
That nobody like me repeat
Maybe it's obvious
Maybe it's common sense
But men never learn quick enough
So don't hold your breath,
there's no suspense
Maybe to become a man
Is to throw up power that I thought I had
Held by my insecurities
Is a wasted breath of what is meant for me
As Mother Nature plays her hand
Wait, what?
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10. |
Shiny Moments
03:26
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Once upon a time I thought I'd see past these walls
Now I see that there's no truth to that at all
But it's alright now
Now I hold whatever I can deep within
A slow and burnt out truth left me cold and thin
But it's alright now
Smelling you reminds me
of a time spent up and gone
So anosmia plagues me now
Kept up at night in spite of what is already known
Love falls through the feeble facade once seed is sown
But it's alright now
Falling for you may be the last thing I do
Worth it despite eventual lugubrious screw
But it's alright now
Smelling you reminds me
Of a time spent up and gone
Death might be
Release from the endless sea
Yet we scream and deny
Life is a lie
But who falls apart
Other than I
Know no sacrifice
That pulls it apart
Time is an edifice
Lays waste and then departs
Smelling you reminds me
Of a time spent up and gone
So anosmia plagues me now
Now that you're here I know that I can breathe again
Helplessly entangled in a sexual dead end
But it lasts for now
An embrace is empty as a fallen tableau
As if a motionless man is all we know
But
Love sheds natural vows
Love sheds natural vows
Love sheds natural vows
But how can we bow out?
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11. |
Oh So Great Orgasm
09:42
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Love is not her sullen slave
Crying out in feeble voice
Despite all the time I gave
Mind fails to perceive a choice
Open all centers fire
Revealing intrinsic desire
I walk again
On feet firmly planted
On a ground of men
It falls away again
Primitive want repents
Now my role makes sense
Now my role makes sense
If I rise up from the filth
A skyward hand will force me down
But so what, who cares
It's better than stickin' around
And it's lonely today
Help me die if you got the time
I'm holding on but nothing's new
Lascivious
Riddled without a clue
And it's folding today
If my spot on this little rock
Is worn out just like the sounds
Thrusting, pulling
Crowned, bound and drowned
In a hoary spray
Tie me up and laugh away
I'm frozen in your bloom
So take my lies
Silencing my gloom
Ain't much left to say
Only time speaks now to me
Hinting that it's due to end
This foolish charade
Stumbling on this ground of men
Hold my hand if you can
I get it's a bit off brand
But I'm trembling where I stand
Hold him down
Foolish cucks
Will not ride this wave
Only to see
Their eyes roll back in their heads
Blind
To the lies been told
Lets out a sigh
No need to withhold
Closing my eyes
Focus on the tone
As jaws scrape and press the bone
Now
See
Something more than me
I've found it's you
And become debris
We were the fools
Boys who thought that men
Have the power to forestall the end
Now
Blood
Washes my skin
From within
Mind falls from my grasp
And I can't see you
And I pray that I don't become a man now
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12. |
Sadness Is A Warm Penis
04:26
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A love that darkens my sight
As I pray it don't obscure all the light
But I am a fool to think
I was anything other than cheap meat
Hanging from a hook
Sparkling with notions you took
And left in deceit
But I am a fool to think
I was anything other than cheap meat
And her stare rips me apart
Flesh coiled and warm so imparts
That fate laughed at me from the start
Praying that
I hope it ends soon
By the time
My dick got wet
I knew I was doomed
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The music that comes out of the head of Eric Novak - I dunno I guess it's jazzy and shit? I'm also always on some outta tune bullshit
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